When you need to test out @brassybra but also need to sit for hours in the tattoo chair. First thoughts...definitely don't put it on in a rush. You will get wrinkles. Alot of women have one breast bigger than the other - you can pull one side up higher to compensate and noone will notice (but don't pull too much or you will start to separate the material ). All in all, I really enjoyed wearing it. It moved with my body and breathed super well! However, even with the provided nipple covers, it's not exactly piercing friendly (be careful my pierced friends )! I didn't think that through upon application and had some tugging issues. #brassybra #notapaidreview #saggyboobs #fatgirlinalittlebra #freedomforthetatas
CALLING ALL TAXIDERMISTS!!! I HAVE QUESTIONS AND NEED ADVICE/HELP!!! . . I found this beauty in my moms garage. It's honestly hard telling how long she's been in there, as she's buying the house from a relative who had it plum full of stuff. Anywho. It appears something (I'm guessing mice ) has eaten her nose away to the bone. Is there any way to restore it? If so, what's the best way? I'm very new to the trade and have no idea how to save this beautiful girl. . . #taxidermy #taxidermist #taxidermyrepair #blackbeartaxidermy #femaleblackbear
I've grown better and better at hiding my depressin over the years. Better at hiding the sadness and the lethargy that comes with it. Better at hiding the uncontrollable tears and the fights with needing to eat but not having the strength to chew the food my body is craving. Better at hiding the bags under my eyes from the sleepless nights of mind games. Better at keeping my tone even, when all I really want to do is scream when I open my mouth. And while I may be getting "better" at hiding my symptoms from the people around me, I'm not getting better. I'm not helping myself. I'm not reaching out to the friends and family who I know would help me if I could just ask. But asking is hard. Even harder than admitting I need that help sometimes. Even if that help is just someone sitting with me while the TV is blaring and I'm huddled under a blanket with unwashed hair. I've hidden behind the mask of a girl I don't know for too long. I've hidden behind false security and confidence for too long. It's time I reach out and ask for help. Time I say "hey, I'm not okay." Time I try and get better. I can't live in this limbo anymore.
My new pet came home today! Meet Gigi! They're going to be so happy sitting beside my other bone pets once I move their spot on my shelf! Thank you, @deceasedables @mod_mortician for this amazing thing you're doing, making sure these babies find homes in their afterlife. . . . #deceasedables #mod_mortician #watercremation #aquamation #cremains #newfurbaby #rainbowurn
Tonight I saw @pink from the pit with @metalmistress I think I cried even harder this time, especially when Mama P!nk started singing Who Knew. My Papaw loved hearing me sing this song (and ant song really ), and tonight I cried even harder because he would've loved to have heard my story from tonight. This is a night that is so surreal I can't put my feelings into words. There are so many emotions running through me right now, and words do them justice. Tonight was perfect. Even if Mama P!nk gave us the "stop that" face when she saw us crying. Thank you, @pink for being such an inspiration and vital part of so many of our lives. I'm truly honored to have been in the same room as you. #pink #onceinalifetime #surreal #perfect #beautifultraumatour #h2bh
There's such a stigma around bigger girls having bellies. You see these plus size models and actresses in magazines and on the big screen, and while there are plus size actresses and models out there with bellies, all you see is the torso of the gal with out. Why are we so ashamed of your bodies? Why do we feel the need to hide our bellies behind "waist shapers" or compression clothing to make yourself appear "smoother" or more "toned"? Why aren't we allowed to be comfortable in public with our big hanging bellies? We're not showing them off for your gross perversion, or for you to want to cover us up. We're showing them off for the same reason the gal with the flatter belly is showing hers off: because we love and accept our bellies. Even as flawed as some of us may see ourselves, we still love our bodies, knowing that they're are carrying us through this journey called life. We do what can to take care of it, even if not everyone agrees with our approach to it. This is my body. And as much as I may blame her for the pain that never seems to end, I still love her. And I wouldn't trade her, or anything about her, for the world. #fatgirldontcare #bigbelly #scarsandstretchmarks #chubbygirl #roundbelly #saggyboobsmatter #fatgirlpsa #everybodyisbeautifull #loveyourselffirst #effyourbeautystandards
Yo, @torridfashion ! I've been wearing your jeans on and off for years looking for a good pair of high wasted jeans. There have been many trials and errors. But you've finally hit the nail on the head with your new Sky High Denim, and I can't share my excitement loudly enough! These hit just the right spot on my waist and make my tush look great! Good job! #highwastedjeans #datbootytho #curvesandstretchmarks #bellylove
I've been struggling on whether or not to post this. Most of you know I struggle with depression and suicidal ideation. Today is one of the worst days I've had in long time. Some days a simple smell or phrase can send me spiraling down into the dark and twisty. Other days, like today, all I have to do is wake up and I want to disappear and be forgotten. Everyone I've been around today would never know the terrible dark thoughts that have been ravaging my mind today, and they won't know because they don't use this social media platform. I've lost countless people to suicide, and should be ashamed to want to join that darkness. But I'm not ashamed. I have the power and want to get better, to get help. And while my loved ones weren't able to reach out, or their voices weren't heard, I'm hoping me doing so will help others find the strength to reach out to someone, anyone, for help. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to cry for no reason. It's okay to cuddle in bed with your vintage Care Bear and be so blank it takes a minute to register a question from your family. But what's not okay is to not ask for help, or to not check up on your friends. Check up on your friends. Check up on your family. Even if it's a simple text or call checking in, or a surprise visit. It can help us so much more than you know. #depressionisabitch #saturdaynightthoughts #mentalhealthisadisease #depressionawareness #beafriend #nocryisacryforhelp
Yo, @panicatthedisco !!! Bring on the tears, again!
Totally forgot to mention this, but guys, I hooked up the PS4 (finally ) without any help (expect one question to my brother ). And a new boob-tube. If you know me, you know how daunting a task this is. I live as far away from technology as I can. (You should see me trying to so shit on my phone, it's comical )
I want to say thank you to Prairie Farmer for such kind and heartwarming words about my Papaw. It's still fresh and raw, but I'm so thankful and grateful to be related to a man who had such a huge impact on not only farming but, on the hearts of so many people. From the bottom of our hearts, thank you. . . . If you would like to read the article, here's the link. https://www.farmprogress.com/farm-life/marshall-alford-was-true-believer-soil-conservation
Tuesday December 18th, 2018. The world lost one of its purest and truest souls. He never knew a stranger, was loved by many, and loved many. This world is going to be a much darker place without you, Papaw. But I'm going to show them the light from you that rubbed off on me. I'm going to make you proud, even though you're not here to pat me on the shoulder, give me a hug, and say "good job Breahzy, you did good. I love you." I love you, Papaw. Keep on farming, wherever you are. We'll take care of down here. I love you. I'll take care of Dodo for you.
Is flash back Sunday a thing? . . . Went to dinner with the seester @mythwen art on Friday and got free dessert. She hates strawberries so I got the whole thing to myself. Thanks, O'Charleys manager!