My empathy keeps me an outcast or misunderstood. Empathy makes you handle situations differently than others. As an Empath I think & feel deeper so I get a person's motive has nothing to do with me. It is more of a personal battle with upbringing, survival, or greed. I decided July 26, 2018 that I had to be empathic to no one. All I have to do is take nothing personal. So if I seem distant or cut you out of my life it wasn't because of you. It's about me, and the world can't grasp Aquarius reasoning...Mental health is important Emotional welfare & self care is detrimental...An Aquarius girl under this Aquarius moon... Basically I cleaned my spirit of other people's filth.
How I live my life..POSITIVE OVER NEGATIVE... @pongroup77
Yesterday was beautiful. My husband called it DOOMSDAY, lol. The last of overeating & over indulgence of alcohol. On our day the Universe ensured I was where I needed to be.. I walked in Longhorn after a 5 month visit. We use to go 3 x's a week. As I entered I looked for the bartender. As we sat she looked up & lit up so bright with a smile. My gut & spirit said oh damn it's time. So I told B it's July, the month her son was killed. Yes this how much we use to come here. This woman & I laughed & talked about our families like old friends even before the death of her child. So I said nothing. She came over and gave me the biggest hug sat down and said "You Never Forget Coko." My week been bad, I'm so glad to see you. Tomorrow is going to be hell. I said don't focus on the death celebrate every moment of his life. She smiled & said I'm going to go get the same tattoo he had tomorrow in the same place. I thanked God for that moment. Every year since his death I always went to eat at Longhorn by myself to be near her. I would never mention it, but after my meal I would write words of encouragement about his death with a $20 tip so she could know I'm celebrating her child's life with her, & I heard her when she spoke of her family. I did it yesterday per usual. ..Her child was killed by a drunk driver. On anyday my drinks from her SCRONG I knew why they were watered down yesterday I never told my husband why.. Be another womans strength don't be the woman to get off on seeing a woman fall. Listen to hear & feel people you will learn them well. 5 establishments yesterday in 4 of them I hugged & celebrated with a woman. It didn't matter if I knew them or not, we laughed & hugged our spirits into complete peace... Longhorn- Chris the bartender Stix & Ice- My client waitress, & random customer African Palace- no one but beautiful time Cuetopia-Random customer, too funny Ruth Chris- door hostess she think I'm crazy now lol.
Unconventional methods. I've walked on water, I've been in the lions den, and I've feed a multitude with only 2 fish & a loaf of bread...Am I God no, but God lives in me. I know my powers! I know my doctrine! That's why I walk free in peace & see every prayer come to fruition! Let's pray, Father I sin daily that's the how you made me. I pray daily to remove sin to become more like you. I have released every sin I came to your alter for. I thank you for loving me despite my faults. I thank you for every new day you give me to correct more wrongs. I thank you for every lesson that I pass on for someone else's learning & healing. One day at a time I'm showing your people greatness of peace. Not monetary peace but soul deep peace of life. We all fall some days but I release my anguish and move back into the light. Thank you father I'm so rich I look poor and it's beautiful. Father I pray blessing to all who have read this...Amen
Big fluffy ass bout to sing to him all nigh #Shakemyshimey
As a plant lover, I watch them grow. They grow and need proper lighting. They need sufficient watering. I talk to them, play music for them, and also feed them products to help them grow. As they grow I sometimes have to trim or pluck the leaves. Sometimes the plant becomes stagnant in growth when bad energy is amongst it or not being cared for properly. We as humans are also plants. What we absorb mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually define our growth. When you're feeling stagnant check yourself. Are you eating properly? Are you Drinking enough water?. Are you surrounding yourself with people & places that help you grow? Get in the sun and get your free vitamin D, after all it starts with us. When falling short in areas you start to die in multiple ways..Keep your leaves strong, healthy, & fed, and trim those dead ends! Watch how you grow....Don't let hate fuel you, allow love to reenergize you to your greatness..❤💖 I'm just talking to my household because y'all already know it all..💖❤