Hey @amber_westlake you got a cute room📀
There’s something so calming and peaceful about daisies. Especially these ones because they spontaneously grew in a field. As most of you have probably noticed by now I’ve been super inactive on social media. I believe that nows my time to take a step back from all of this YouTube/Instagram stuff. For as long as I can remember, my whole life all I wanted to be was in the spotlight. I had that for a while, the past four/ almost five years of my life are something that I would have never even imagined to happen to just a small town girl like me. All I can say is from the bottom of my heart thank you guys. All though, as much as having “fans” and ppl who support you is fun, it’s also emotionally challenging, draining, and can be extremely damaging to the soul. Over the years of my YouTube experience I’ve suffered from a lot with self imagine, self worth, and confidence issues. I was just so confused because it was everything I wanted, but I wasn’t happy. I didn’t understand how that added up. But I guess now, as the years surpass and I get older I realize more of what’s important to living. Life’s a journey, whether you like it or not. You can take the scenic route or the way that’s boring, and gets you there just the way you’d like, short, simple, and quick. Either way works, it gets you there in the end. But the question is, would you rather make a memorable life and be so surprised with all of the unique aspects of it, or have it all as you’ve ever wanted? Let me tell you, once you get something you’ve wanted for so long, you tend to loose that happiness. You see happiness is created by the little moments in life like laughing uncontrollably with your best friends, or late night walks to the park, and long discussions about life, the list could go on forever. Happiness is something you simply can not plan, and that’s where I went wrong. I thought that if everything turned out just he way I wanted I’d be happy, turns out it was quite the opposite. Now, after taking this step back I've finally found myself as the person who I was meant to be. Full of joy, and that is who I am. This isn’t the end, but only the beginning.
I’ve always loved Christmas 🎄❤️😂 #babyHolly (14 days! )