SELF CARE AINT SELFISH BABY. i discovered that a nightly routine helps me not only get better sleep but also fall asleep quicker! What's in your night time routine? my favorite part of mine includes the flawless contour vibrating facial roller by @flawlessbeauty !!! it helps keep your skin tight and also just feels like ur at a spa.... in ur own home???? sign me up. link in @flawlessbeauty bio!
overnight in an alaskan ice castle. made entirely of ice. !!!!!!! can’t wait for i guys to see the footage. there was 4 bedrooms, stairs, a BAR!!!!! one of the coolest things i’ve ever seen. ps. (yes i know that is real fur and yes i am still very much vegan! they were provided and i didn’t feel like freezing to death. i still have some things i’d like to accomplish. ) ❤️
i think that u should do it. i think u should do the thing ur going back and forth on. i think u should ask the question ur nervous to hear the answer to. i think u should be blunt and honest about what u want and more importantly, what u don’t want. i think u should love urself loudly and unconditionally. life can be so short.
she done it. very proud of myself for only complaining a LITTTTTLE while ice climbing up a mf GLACIER!!!! in ALASKA!!!! and then CAMPING THERE OVERNIGHT. so insane. can’t wait for u guys to see the footage on @tfil ❄️🌲
Music is therapy to me. It helps me feel sane. And when you find a song that so perfectly understands you it is almost a sense of relief. Everyday I struggle to feel normal and to fight through the irrational worries and ideas my mind creates. I used to try to block out all feelings in hopes of blocking out the painful ones too. But music reminds me that its okay to feel things that aren’t always pleasant. If we only felt happiness, it wouldn’t be so enjoyable. It would be ordinary. Im accepting the lows as a reminder of how wonderful the highs are.
GO BES FREN. bryANA. thank u for being nonjudgmental when i tell u anything and i mean ANYTHING...... at all. thanks for hearing me and never trying to fill the silence jus to fill it. thank u for letting me vent to u and always understanding. i’ve never met someone who is so willing and open to total and brutal honesty within a friendship. i love u like family. u are family. and i would literally die for u. thank u for being u and accepting me for being me. i do not know what i’d do without u and i am so happy to have u in my life.
ze baby face 👶🏼 boarding my flight back to LA after an incredibly inspiring weekend with @tartecosmetics to be able to hang out and speak on real struggles and issues that we face as young women was so moving. i’m so thankful to have had the opportunity to meet u all who attended the #mybigego summit!!!! i have one specific moment that has stuck with m throughout the weekend that i really wanna share w u guys. we had all just finished lunch (it was so nice to sit and chat so casually with u all ) and a girl and her mom had nervously approached me and asked to take a photo. her mom thanked me for what i had said during m panel about creativity and authenticity and went on to tell me about her daughter and how smart and incredible she is but how she doesn’t give herself enough credit. she mentioned how it’d been a struggle to keep friends. it really resonated with me. i had and continue to have a very hard time making friends. throughout school i was constantly been dropped or replaced by people i thought we’re friends. during that time i started to blame myself and wonder what was wrong with me. i kept thinking “i must be the problem if this keeps happening”. it literally broke my heart to see her mom trying to help her daughter see how incredible she is. i have been in her exact spot. i did my best to explain that it had nothing to do with her. people express envy in ugly ways. i had to wait years to figure that out. i hope none of you ever feel like you are not enough or not worthy of real friendship. there are a lot of hurt people walking around hurting more people because they aren’t ready to face their own pain yet. show them love anyway. do not let them bring you down to their level and do NOT let them steal your self love or self confidence. let the big ego fly w pride baby! ❤️ ps. yes, i most definitely had to do the aggressive 50-blinks-in-a-row to stop myself from letting a tear out. i love you guys so much. and it means the world to me that you can come to me and tell me things like this. it means the world to me that i’m someone you can look at for guidance. middle school me would be pretty proud.
she’s arrived #vidcon
tell barbie there’s a new bitch in town. and she’s brunette. happy #nationalpinkday
the last three days have been so heavy on my heart. and i don’t want to write some long sad post. i just want to ask you all to give your dog, cat, whatever, an extra hug for me today. i will never not miss u. thank u for being my best friend and always knowing how to comfort me without ever having said a single word. i can’t comprehend coming home and not seeing u there at the front door. i can’t comprehend any of it. rest peacefully sweet boy